Today I had a D.I.S.C workshop in school. I am S personality. I resist changes.

Today we were sorted into our classes. I dont like. I feel that i have less friends that I have in my OG. i detest it, i dread it. everybody seem to have their own partner. i dont want to be a loner ):

My mom told me i'd always have a different group of friends in different environment. I look at my class, i really cannot imagine us being close. esspecially when we dont often take lessons together.

having my uncle in the same class as me doesnt make me feel any better. maybe i should just stick to him or wht. I dont know.  

I wanna turn back time. 

I miss XMS; I miss 404; I miss attending Mr Lee's maths lessons; I miss going for recess with Beverley; I miss being spastic with Joelyn; I miss attending morning assembly with Ching Yee; I miss disturbing Liya; I miss dreading Mr Cheng's English lessons; I miss the noisy lessons i attended back at XMS; I miss jotting down chinese notes while Mr Tang happily type away.

I miss knowing the fact that BBF is just one floor away from me.

DAMNED.

i know i must learnt to adapt but i dont think i can ):

I dont want to be outcast lehs!!!!

someone please come to me in class and be my friend.

im dreading school alrdy. cant wait for the long cny holidays.

xoxo,